Title: Feeling better
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Blog Entry: I went to bed early last night, I could hardly move with the pain from the gastritis. Today I feel much better, Im still taking the antibiotics for the bronchitis, and I have an appointment with My regular doctor this afternoon, but I am looking forward to getting back to normal. I just checked yellows journal and read his latest post. It is the perfect example of how you all should be thinking. i write today here because I has been very busy last days and I felt unuseful because I had some trouble with tributing, you know the online systems, but now everything is ok. I just have many hard working days and don't have time to update regurarly this, as Goddess Greed want, but now I've found some spare time. i have to say that last saturday, as we solved our payments troubles, Goddess Greed sent me a mail ordering to tribute £ 150 immediatly as I did it as soon I opened the mail. She wasn't online for the full Saturday (I noticed checking the yahoo msn here and there) and finally found her in Sunday when we chatted a bit. She was happy of my tribute, after almost 2 weeks of troubles. It's so bad to be unuseful for her gains. Today she contacted me via yahoo msn and after some minutes ordered me to pay another £ 150 and I sent her the money immediatly as a good paypet. We chatted about my first month of moneyslavery and agreed that every month we'll discuss about my servitude, my future plans on serving her even better, her points of view about my behaviour and so on. My obsession is to serve her knowing that I'm not bothering or annoying her, I just want to make her happy and I'm happy if she knows that can drain lots of money from me with very very little efforts and time. She should invest her time looking for other losers and to have more money from them. I'm just her fucking bank, she just takes the money and enjoys it, no rights for me, I just work all day as a stupid donkey trying to earn more money than she asks me, and if I fault I always can dig on my savings, so I'd better work really hard as a true moneyslave should be. I'm not afraid about losing my money now because my life has a real meaning now, I just want to make you happy my Goddess, I'll never stop to thank you to have given me the chance to worship you. The great thing of all this is that she really doesnt care about me, she often ignores me on yahoo msn, or close it even not saying "bye", she never sent me any custom pic or video, for example, as other dommes did in the past for me. Nothing of nothing, just some simple webcam teases here and there and simply chat. She says it's no necessary (and I agree), because I'm trapped and not have any chance in earth to excape. It's so true! Last Saturday I've sent her £ 150, garnd total of the money mountain since last Saturday £ 775 Today I've sent her £ 150, grand total of the money mountain since now £ 925. yellowslave. He writes it so well dont you think? Goddess is pleased.....
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